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What's Productivity?

So I ran the dishwasher this morning and changed the receptacle on the litter box; added more litter and poured a cardboard box of litter into a plastic tub in preparation for the next flood that I sincerely hope never comes. I still find myself looking for water; wondering if it's going to happen again. I put rice in my rice maker and it just finished so I'm now able to do something with rice. It's such a versatile food.

But, what really have I done today. I'm roasting, despite the fact that a couple days ago with the heat setting where it is now I was absolutely freezing. If I turn the heat down now later I'm going to be cold again and I'll just have to put it back up again. What I want is to crawl into bed with a good book, but then I'll fall asleep and mess up my nighttime pattern. So, who knows. Today's just one of those days where I want something to happen but I don't know what that something is. In a lot of ways I feel kind of trapped here because I don't know how to walk to anything nearby now that I'm relocated, and I don't have the money for cab fare to go anywhere. That money needs to go for other things and I know it. As cold as it is, I know I'd like to get out of here for a while, even if it were just for a couple of hours. I miss my previous apartment here and the freedom that I had there, and I miss my GPS that at least gave me the freedom to be able to go out walking and have some sort of idea where I was. I need to get some orientation to the area, but it could take forever to set up my case with rehab, and then would they even cover training? Who knows.

So anyway, I don't know where I intended to go with this post, but wherever it was, I think I totally missed the point. But, I'm hungry, so I think I'm going to go eat.